In this act of magical transformation
I recognize myself again.
I am groundless and boundless movement.
I am a furious flow.
I am one with the darkness and the wet.
And I am enraged.
Here at last is the chaos I held at bay.
Here at last is my strength.
I am not the water—
I am the wave,
and rage
is the force that moves me.
Rage
gives me back my body
as its own fluid medium.
Rage
punches a hole in water
around which I coalesce
to allow the flow to come through me.
Rage
constitutes me in my primal form.
It throws my head back
pulls my lips back over my
opens my throat
and rears me up to howl: and no sound dilutes
the pure quality of my rage.
No sound
exists
in this place without language
my rage is a silent raving.
Rage
throws me back at last
into this mundane reality
in this transfigured flesh
that aligns me with the power of my Being.
In birthing my rage,
my rage has rebirthed me.
From:
Susan Stryker,
My Words to Victor Frankenstein Above the Village of Chamounix